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Identity Crisis

by GFM

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1.
Endless nights of worry and pain, Stop the noises cause I’m going insane Tears, fears, where’s the hope; Drifting at sea could you throw me a rope Dark nights, worry, means to end I’m looking around all I need is a friend Unquenchable thirst, my life’s getting worse Struggling hard to lift this curse Where’s my direction, things out of control I’m losing touch and I’m not that bold Restore my soul, restore my light I’m not giving up; I’ve gotta fight Drowning out the voices of the past Wondering how, running fast The blame, the shame, nothing to gain Redeem myself, endless thunder and rain History now, repeating itself Break the chains, can you hear me yell It’s all part of the master plan I put my mind to rest; don’t need to understand Where’s my direction, things out of control I’m losing touch and I’m not that bold Restore my soul, restore my light I’m not giving up; I’ve gotta fight When I raise my head up, it’s just a storm Where are still waters, why can’t it be calm Consequences, circumstances, help my pain Gaining the world to lose your soul No backing down on cruise control What does it matter if nothing’s within What does it matter beneath the skin Where’s my direction, things out of control I’m losing touch and I’m not that bold Restore my soul, restore my light I’m not giving up; I’ve gotta fight Where’s my direction, things out of control I’m losing touch and I’m not that bold Restore my soul, restore my light I’m not giving up; I’ve gotta fight
2.
Starve yourself, fake a smile, avoid people Cry, die a little, and then repeat The prettiest smile hides the deepest secrets The brightest eyes have cried the most tears The kindest hearts have felt the most pain I’m not the same girl; pain changed me We are a new breed rising With a fire in our eyes We don't fear anything Because we’ve already died I’ve shed my skin so many times Graveyards are full of those I used to be Some are born with tragedy in their blood I need a different identity She once was innocent, playing with feathers Now on the floor of the devil’s lair That innocence replaced with twisted reality I don’t recognize my face in the mirror We are a new breed rising With a fire in our eyes We don't fear anything Because we’ve already died I’ve shed my skin so many times Graveyards are full of those I used to be Some are born with tragedy in their blood I need a different identity Pain is when you’re slowly dying on the inside And you’re way too weak to speak about it So you keep silent and you suffer alone I’ve shed my skin so many times Graveyards are full of those I used to be Some are born with tragedy in their blood I need a different identity As the story ends, I was the villain all along I’ve been killing myself this whole time Will you save me from the demons I hide You’re the only one who knows the truth
3.
Black and white there is no gray I wanna do what I want not listening today What’s evil is good and good is evil Is your conscience seared or in retrieval Deafen the noise; my body’s a vessel Watching my life crumble and fade Have I done anything to make a difference Have I impacted one life today By yourself and you can’t do it There’s a way to get you through it you’re not alone Tired of running round in circles need a release Why don’t you answer me, do you still care for me Nothing given and nothing received I’m not believing, I’m close to leaving the scene My heart is closing, I’m lifting up empty hands Nothing to give, too many demands Deafen the noise; my body’s a vessel Watching my life crumble and fade Have I done anything to make a difference Have I impacted one life today By yourself and you can’t do it There’s a way to get you through it you’re not alone Tired of running round in circles need a release Why don’t you answer me, do you still care for me I’m being pulled apart How long will this go on before my life’s locked in What really matters It’s all crashing in Stuck in my suicide Stuck in my suicide Stuck in my suicide Stuck in my suicide By yourself and you can’t do it There’s a way to get you through it you’re not alone Tired of running round in circles need a release Why don’t you answer me, do you still care for me By yourself and you can’t do it There’s a way to get you through it you’re not alone Tired of running round in circles need a release Why don’t you answer me, do you still care for me Stuck in my suicide Stuck in my suicide Stuck in my suicide Stuck in my suicide
4.
There’s a war inside me that I hide Trying to be something that I’m not Begging for a cure but my tongue is tied Screaming inside as I begin to rot How can I help if I’m not broken What kind of impact could I make This is for those who remain unspoken Listen to me you don’t have to break You are worth more than you could ever know I can see that you want more for your life This pretending leaves you stranded alone You don’t need these scars to help in this fight My heart may adjust to the dark So save me before I lose myself I cut the lies and press restart I’m not here to be someone else You are worth more than you could ever know I can see that you want more for your life This pretending leaves you stranded alone You don’t need these scars to help in this fight I see humans but there’s no humanity We’ve lost our boundaries, lost our pride Now we just exist and give into insanity Drowning out our minds with the need to survive You are worth more than you could ever know I can see that you want more for your life This pretending leaves you stranded alone You don’t need these scars to help in this fight You are worth more than you could ever know I can see that you want more for your life This pretending leaves you stranded alone You don’t need these scars to help in this fight
5.
Judas Kiss 03:25
Betrayed by those I thought were on my side I’m being lied to every single day There’s not much more I can take And still you take advantage, advantage of me It burns a fire inside I’m tired of living this way Thoughts I am trying to hide So sick of being betrayed No one knows what I’ve seen Look at the monster you’ve created in me I’m dead, I’m dead, I’m dead inside To what you’re saying, why even fight You’ve always said don't let them get to me But containing myself is getting harder and harder I wanna scream out, cry out (cry out) This storm of my emotions are threatening to break It burns a fire inside I’m tired of living this way Thoughts I am trying to hide So sick of being betrayed No one knows what I’ve seen Look at the monster you’ve created in me I’m dead, I’m dead, I’m dead inside To what you’re saying why even fight You've lost all value and meaning to me This beast is clawing at the seams I can’t control myself These scars will never heal GO It burns a fire inside I’m tired of living this way Thoughts I am trying to hide So sick of being betrayed No one knows what I’ve seen Look at the monster you’ve created in me I’m dead, I’m dead, I’m dead inside To what you’re saying why even fight You've lost all value and meaning to me This beast is clawing at the seams (the seams)
6.
Darkness 03:19
The world can be a dark and dismal place Life as light of men, part of a fallen race, Standing out in history so unique Love so incredible, no hesitation for peace In the darkness you can stumble, you can fall, Cause you can’t see the light, your back’s against the wall Desperation in sight, desolation at hand Walk in the promise land When light shines, darkness retreats Withdrawn into the realms running down the streets Over there not here do you understand Eternity your hoping you can plan In the darkness you can stumble you can fall Cause you can’t see the light, your back’s against the wall Desperation in sight, desolation at hand Walk in the promise land Impacting life with nothing else to fill Shining the light taking over against our will A better person not easily understood Never looking for all that is good Impacting life with nothing else to fill Shining the light taking over against our will A better person not easily understood Never looking for all that is good In the darkness you can stumble you can fall Cause you can’t see the light your back’s against the wall Desperation in sight, desolation at hand Walk in the promise land In the darkness you can stumble you can fall Cause you can’t see the light your back’s against the wall Desperation in sight, desolation at hand Walk in the promise land
7.
You’re settling, you’re calming, And he’s always there, always there, For me, for me No you can’t there’s no way, not happening today That’s not easy, no escape, Broken dreams are not his way he will help you keep the faith Drowning out the chatter in the room Asking questions you won’t believe, Answers no deceive And he’s always there, always there, For me, for me No you can’t there’s no way, not happening today That’s not easy, no escape, Broken dreams are not his way, he will help you keep the faith Drowning out the chatter in the room He’s coming back what will you do Running out of time, will you choose What’s the next step, it’s your move And he’s always there, always there, always there, for you No you can’t there’s no way, not happening today That’s not easy, no escape, Broken dreams are not his way he will help you keep the faith Drown out the chatter in the room Broken dreams are not his way He will help you keep the faith Drown out the chatter in the room Broken dreams are not his way He will help you keep the faith Drown out the chatter in the room
8.
Evil Lies 04:01
Roses that bloomed have long gone away Like hands on a broken clock things seem to stay the same Dying inside complexion remains Misery surrounds me leaving me without a space Left here to wonder So numb so much doubt Where is this wonderland Someone please bail me out Happily never after, nightmare in my dreams Yeah my Cinderella story wasn’t quite what it seemed Just a wolf in sheep’s clothing, in the lion’s den of pain Feeling beat down, left out, and a little lost inside My prince became Jekyll, and now I must hide Everyday I just wonder, will this be my life Devil in my house, a house made of glass Pretending I’m fine but the shatters reveal the past Built up this wall of mirrors and bone But my castle just crumbles the words were the stones Take my hand Pull me out Save me from this darkened corner Help me see the light Happily never after, nightmare in my dreams Yeah my Cinderella story wasn’t quite what it seemed Just a wolf in sheep’s clothing, in the lion’s den of pain Feeling beat down, left out, and a little lost inside My prince became Jekyll, and now I must hide Everyday I just wonder, will this be my life Happily never after, nightmare in my dreams Yeah my Cinderella story wasn’t quite what it seemed Just a wolf in sheep’s clothing, in the lion’s den of pain Feeling beat down, left out, and a little lost inside My prince became Jekyll, and now I must hide Everyday I just wonder, will this be my life
9.
Seeing others as captives lost at sea They may be cautious but must be set free We need a focus from morning to evening When we reside in partiality Trying to tear our hearts out In the end, we will wear the crown Failure to make sense of the torture and the agony Death of giants ignite the brutality I know where I’m going when I die Nothing will stop me, I’ll embrace this fight Fall in line, conform to the mass demand Choosing not to truly understand Fierce rebels, backing words with bravery Enforcing change in all humanity Trying to tear our hearts out In the end, we will wear the crown Failure to make sense of the torture and the agony Death of giants ignite the brutality I know where I’m going when I die Nothing will stop me, I’ll embrace this fight Get on your knees and cry out Failure to make sense of the torture and the agony Death of giants ignite the brutality I know where I’m going when I die Nothing will stop me, I’ll embrace this fight Failure to make sense of the torture and the agony Death of giants ignite the brutality I know where I’m going when I die Nothing will stop me, I’ll embrace this fight Failure to make sense of the torture and the agony Death of giants ignite the brutality I know where I’m going when I die Nothing will stop me, I’ll embrace this fight Failure to make sense of the torture and the agony Death of giants ignite the brutality I know where I’m going when I die Nothing will stop me, I’ll embrace this fight
10.
Dimensions 03:34
Forgiveness is the act of setting free Obligations of wrong against you and me The greatest act done on a tree It set you free Kidnapping fears all through the night Taking captive ransom in sight Let go no toll lets loose control No conditional love He let the blood flow Reaching out and reaching in; why does the hurt not end Anxieties and tensions The world has so many facets and dimensions Reaching out and reaching in; why does the hurt not end Stresses and conflicts; time for a new start Don’t be anxious about anything Bow down, turn it over to the king Everything by prayer, choosing right Show the nations Kidnapping fears all through the night Taking captive ransom in sight Let go no toll lets loose control No conditional love He let the blood flow Reaching out and reaching in Why does the hurt not end Anxieties and tensions The world has so many facets and dimensions Reaching out and reaching in Why does the hurt not end Stresses and conflicts; time for a new start Peace surpassing all understanding; life surrounds, it pulls, its demanding Reaching out grabbing a hold of you Guard your hearts, guard your minds, keep Him with us at all times Preaching out what am I supposed to do I know the truth, there is the proof, reaching out for you Choosing right over easy; looking back, follow the chosen one

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GFM's debut album "Identity Crisis"

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released October 3, 2016

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